Everybody are faking to be normal
= uninsane.
"There would not be wars, if women did not watch", said D.H.Lawrence and
much social encounter is about showing off GOOD TASTE and fighting with
humour for the approval of the women.
Even outcasts and criminals have pride and show their own worth on a scale
of internal-judge-aporoval that is copied from the "Supreme Court of the
womens decisions on choosing partners".
To be insane , e.g. skitzo, is about being rejected by the powerful sex, and
metropolitan junglelaw/ratrace is about being normal e.g. political correct
and only associate with acceptable persons.
I went with some foreign and some socialistic friends to a municipal
sponsored pre-SctHans Copenhagen-NV-outdoor party this week, where a
JohnMogensen-style band "Sømandsorchester" was playing and the atmosphere
was fun-filled and perfect.
The nostalgic Morten Korck and Far-til-fire film movie music and too many
beers inspired me to grab the microphone (that had been left), after the
party had finished and I said shortly (and humouristically, I thought)
"Denmark for the Danish, Dansk Folkeparty forever" and therefore I may now
be blacklisted among socialistic friends that thought they were my
superiours, as they showed me "pity love" and my show off of selfconfidence
scares them - if I cannot be decent in the party situation, maybe I can
damage their reputation by not keeping secrets in other situations.
Sømandsorkestrets chef sad ved elektronikken og kunne let have slukket
mikrofonen, men da jeg skævede til hende, gjorde hun det ikke, men så
nærmest godkendende ud, så jeg fortsatte "Mogens Glistrup forever"
One anarchist, who is always softspoken and goodhumoured shouted, that I
had "raped the microphone" and could not be talked into his normal pacifism.
My appologies carried no weight - were not convincing (understandably).
My unconventional sitting in a chair on the sunny side of the street near a
kindergarden may also be so "insane" in some peoples eyes, that police is
forced to involve themselves, though no law is broken or close to be broken.
Being normal is "the constitution" - grundloven.
Women have a big-large-great "quiet power".
I believe I am fighting for the right to be un-normal , and that all
provocations of mine are intelligent, understood, constructive - acceptable.
The Ungdomshus being defeated, I feel perhaps too cocky and un-vulnerable.
People don't feel sure, that I can keep a secret, and therefore I may loose
the friends I have.
If I was able, like Morten Messerschmidt to play according the book and
follow the rules, I would be more safe. More SANE? More useful to society?
Testing the borders - the limits of mankind has been the zeal of my
forfathers. But they lived together with wives of same culture as that of
their own society and followed the warnings of the strong sex - thus not
appearing psychotic. They were by their straight-jacket marriages forced
into "playing normal", compromising and mediocre.
There is a great women behind any great man, and choosing a Japanese
partner, who culturally live in another universe, may be risky.
My study room theories about "being non-violent makes you OK", may be far
fetched.
Like Oscar Wilde I want to make my life into an influential work of art.
Advice me - though megalomaniacs are difficult to advice
